i cant really deny it.im not one of those smooth ,soft spoken , girly kind of gals.i run into things.i spill food.i say stupid things.n i laugh my heart out(widout being conscious).i show love...i express anger..it may look like im always bursting out with life...but thats what it LOOKS like...i dont wanna stay silent coz wen im doing so...inside im bubbling wid thoughts....strange thoughts,funny thoughts,wicked thoughts,thoughts of thoughts!!! i try n LOOK strong coz i know thats the only way i tell myself "keep going"...inside i get as badly hurt n feel let down as any othr charming,soft girl...but that is till i dont THINK...and wen im occupied wid sumthng else all i do is smile...and then take life as it comes.i have no intensions of standing out of the crowd...i  m here to live...to love...and be loved...thats it..at the end of the day i wanna b remembered as the gal who could brighten up ur day,even if she couldnt do anything about her own.