if someone asks me to make a wish, the first thoughts in my mind would be-just ONE wish???
Lately i have been thinking quite a lot about what i want to happen to my life."Want" is a very general term.
There are things i cannot live without and then there are things i dream of having. 21, and about to start my career,in a new city i have so many aspirations and dreams.Sometimes i get excited,sometimes nervous!.Am i expecting too much?what if it never happens? What if all my BIG plans never turn into reality? What if i dont have the perfect salary or job or partner? What if i am not able to do all what i have longed so much to do for mom dad?
Its definitely tough to be out of school and college,out of your shell, your own little comfy zone where there are people around you who love you no matter what.At times i may say out of excitement that i need a new life, i need new places, new ppl...but somewhere deep i have this fear if everything will be fine, would leaving home, a place i was born and grown up be as easy as it looks like? would earning money be that easy?Its foolishness to think all of it will go my way but then these thoughts are unavoidable!its time i realize that there is just one way to get over this fear and it is to face it! be confident and adventurous,the usual me. Its time i enter the zone which i can judiciously call "MY life".Where i can make mistakes and stand responsible for them.Where i can wish as much as i want and Where i can atleast give it a try. I have always known that there is no ending to wishes but who needs an end? If there would be no dreams what would i strive for? I dont want to make wishes and sit back, i want to turn them into reality.Its time and i cannot afford being so skeptical about it.
I recall this phrase from a movie "The brave might not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all." i hope i will be brave enough to cross the hurdles and young enough to live up each moment :)
Lately i have been thinking quite a lot about what i want to happen to my life."Want" is a very general term.
There are things i cannot live without and then there are things i dream of having. 21, and about to start my career,in a new city i have so many aspirations and dreams.Sometimes i get excited,sometimes nervous!.Am i expecting too much?what if it never happens? What if all my BIG plans never turn into reality? What if i dont have the perfect salary or job or partner? What if i am not able to do all what i have longed so much to do for mom dad?
Its definitely tough to be out of school and college,out of your shell, your own little comfy zone where there are people around you who love you no matter what.At times i may say out of excitement that i need a new life, i need new places, new ppl...but somewhere deep i have this fear if everything will be fine, would leaving home, a place i was born and grown up be as easy as it looks like? would earning money be that easy?Its foolishness to think all of it will go my way but then these thoughts are unavoidable!its time i realize that there is just one way to get over this fear and it is to face it! be confident and adventurous,the usual me. Its time i enter the zone which i can judiciously call "MY life".Where i can make mistakes and stand responsible for them.Where i can wish as much as i want and Where i can atleast give it a try. I have always known that there is no ending to wishes but who needs an end? If there would be no dreams what would i strive for? I dont want to make wishes and sit back, i want to turn them into reality.Its time and i cannot afford being so skeptical about it.
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